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I'm Too Normal to Die

by Jon Smear

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1.
Well you're softly crying in the front seat, me in the back Stop the car now, pull over there There’s a security guard, he's telling us to move This is not a parking space, no not even for your Now we're high fiving and talking it out It’s nothing to feel bad about It happens to everyone just be glad You were you with me Sometimes I feel like a Pillow to scream in Your drum to beat and Your dry wall to punch Your haberdasher Your only bastard Your waiter to yell at at brunch Cuz I'm not afraid of anyone Except all the people I know I make fun of the actors in the program At your show Cuz I’m your Pillow to scream in Your drum to beat and Your dry wall to punch Your haberdasher Your only bastard Your waiter to yell at at brunch When we hang we just sit and stare You could fry an egg on the awkward air I wanna go home, I don't like you, and I have nothing to say Next we're high fiving and talking it out It's nothing to feel bad about It happens to everyone just be glad You were with me I'm trying to better myself, let people know I'm through That's what my smarter friends say to do I’m gonna trim the fat, get divorced Quit acting like a kid I'm pleased to announce I'm Officially Jon Bunting
2.
I fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die Sitting in front of my computer screen With my hand over my eyes Car crashes, deep gashes Welding accidents and beheadings Dead links, Live leak World Star, guilty Fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die I fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die online I started off anxious Now I’m desensitized Who are these videos for? Why are these hosted? Who watches, these gruesome deaths I'm disgusted but more morbidly curious I fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die I wish I could say, my out looked changed And I felt thankful to be alive It was just, some cheap fun A shock factor buzz I fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die I think that i could be a content mod For a social media guy Tree wells, killed by the fall Choking to death, in the dining hall Security camera catching suicide A fire at a wedding, where everyone dies I fell into a horrible rabbit hole Of watching people die I did not think anything deep or profound I closed my laptop and looked at the ground
3.
I use you as a nasal spray You did drugs now you lecture me Everytime I drive under the blimp where you live I remember running out the room, hopping the fence I I had to go home to take my homeostasis pills By the time I arrived I could not stop screaming I'd rather just stay in the dark Because dead men tell no tales I'm playing with veins on my arm Plucking veins like my wrist is a harp I want you to leave my room I'm not gonna have an epiphany When every Zach braff film comes real What would you make for me? You think I give a fuck what songs you have sang? I want to dig my head in the ground I'd rather just gone in the dark Cuz dead men tell no tales I'm playing with veins on my arm Plucking them like my wrist is a harp I'm playing with veins on my arm Plucking them like my wrist is a harp
4.
Mary Louise Kelly lives inside your dorm Mary Louise Kelly lives inside your dorm Mary Louise Kelly lives inside your dorm Somewhere in the radio Mary Louise Kelly slammed a door Mary Lousie Kelly Burt a bridge Mary Lousie Kelly hates her floor She wants new roommates They call me Mary Louise Kelly They call me that Behind my back Mary Louise Kelly was a lawyer from japan She took the bar exam remotely At burning man Mary Louise Kelly quit doing drugs Not even caffeine I saw you in the psych ward again last month They had a bed waiting for me The nurse next door remembered my name And Mary Louise Kelly was a there Mary Louise Kelly I'm a dying breed Mary Louise Kelly I'm a endangered species Mary Louise Kelly I'm all you need I own a farm Mary Louise Kelly is in the western frontier Mary Louise Kelly is hanging herself with an eel Mary Louise Kelly knows how you feel She is just like you were They call me Mary Louise Kelly They call me that Behind my back
5.
Paul 03:38
Paul Redwine, he lived on a Farm Never saw the city till he cut of his arm Corn picker was jammed, the machine was still on Reached in, Ripped off, blood on the barn The rest of his family gone Paul never knew how to drive a car But he knew he had minutes, and the hospital was far The tools at the local clinic would not do the job Needed to head to city, 100 miles from the farm Maybe they could put the thing back on Wrapped his stump in some sheets from his bed Took off on foot, could hardly lift his head Two miles in he accepted his death Sobbing, alone, on the empty road he bleed Before he let go, he was picked by a good samaritan Chris drove the car, a tight end from the high I don’t know how to get to the city, I just learned how to drive Chris called his dad who called another guy Paul, stay with us open your eyes We’re gonna take you on a helicopter ride Chris, his dad, a football friend Paul, and the pilot, met up and bordered Paul was puking blood, and covered in sweat The copper, pulled up, the motley quintet Took off into the sky, held their breath Paul was barely conscious, but he could hear the cheering Look straight ahead , I can see the buildings Our journey to the city, it must be nearing Shit, I have a good feeling The hospital had a helipad, and a doctor waiting Paul passed out, the rest of their heads racing The men looked at each other and started to sing Hallelujah, were gonna make it Then they smashed in the side of the building
6.
Making fun of people in line for things they care about Look at how dumb they look Won’t wait, Won’t cut, Won’t pay someone to stand for me You’ll never see my body In a line They are comforted, by other signs Believe the cold texts when they say they’re fine Making fun of people in line for things they care about Look at how dumb they look Won’t wait, Won’t cut, Won’t pay someone to stand for me You’ll never see my body In a line I don’t call these days because it seems you’re always in line I don’t record the past few doors I’m behind I saw you running fast to a trend bar outside Imagine throwing your life away to stand in a line Making fun of people in line for things they care about Look at how dumb they look Won’t wait, Won’t cut, Won’t pay someone to stand for me You’ll never see my body In a line

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released July 20, 2020

Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Banjo, Melodica — Jon Smear (me)
Piano and Keyboards — AJ Schumann
Drums ( tracks 1 and 2) — Jonny Freeman
Drums (track 6) — Toby Darci-Maher
Tapes (track 6) — Zoë Keeler


Special thanks to Jonah Lounds, Kieran Zimmer, Dakota Brubaker, Nat Crawford, Dan Smear, Maya Bennett, Franz Michael, Diamond Mendez, Dave Fry, Joyce McBride, Michael Strauss, Sage Spencer, Elizabeth Scarlett, Brandon Liu, Louie Lewis, Harper Will, Astrid Blair, Max Shannon, Imran Mutebi, Gideon Weisberg, Darin Lounds, Sarah Andersen, Camile Grace, Ilina Ghosh, Jay Lounds, Isabell Watson, Izzy Dier, Colin Burke, Alina Candelario, Noah Stirling, Dave Pensado, Paris Cox-Farr, Robert Stice, Faelan Westhead, and you.

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